a hard one

Today it's really hard to think of something to be thankful for. Grandma's cancer is back and it could be really bad. As of right now, if she does nothing, she will be with us approximately 4 months. That's not enough. She HAS to do SOMETHING. She HAS TO. Why?? BECAUSE I SAID SO, that's why. She has too much to live for. PERIOD.

So, I decided that today, of all days, I have to find something to be thankful for so I make it through.

I am thankful that I have had almost 30 years with such a great woman. She has been so many things for me in my life. A grandma, a friend, a confidant, a room mate..... everything and more. She has been the glue that holds this family together more times than not. She has also been my link to knowing what I missed out with my grandfather that passed away almost 30 years ago. Everyone that knows her knows how wonderful of a person she is and how big a void would be left in this world without her. I thank God for every day that I have been blessed with her in my life.